A Fruitless Search for Faith
You believe in jesus
in krishna, in ram
fasting, chanting, praying
you offer flowers to lakshmi's painted smile
taking it as benign and kind.
Faith fills voids, gaps in our selves
making us whole
fills gaps too in what we worship
Only completeness can give of
make us complete.
I have always been an atheist
agnostic, free thinker, whatever
I never believed in god.
I have faith in a woman
in pain, in fear
in times of trouble
I believe in her.
gathering shards of my broken self
filling empty spaces in me
making myself whole, through her
my image of completeness.
But a woman has no painted
I can imagine as benign and kind
she breaks me into a million shards
and I struggle to make myself whole
Life has made me cynical.
a wry smile on my face,
I wonderwho was the bigger fool
You or I.
do give me responses!! and tell me if there are lines I should cut, edit, or change!!